A bad afternoon I had ysterday because of loosing a good chance for part time translator. Whatever excited I caught the new that they decided to employ me, and whatever depressed I got the new on conclusion cooperation. I thought my translation level had been developed a lot with a certain strength, but now, I had not to face the cruel fact that there is a long way to go, actually, I am just one little dust in the translation world. My heaven looks as if so far from the realistic world.

Sometimes, I feel having a good life is so hard, although we have paid a graet deal of sweat and energy. Why let me bear so much failure and shame? Oh, God, why don’t you favor me a convenient way to the lighter direction? I am just a girl, sometimes, as fragile as a glass cup. Praying to you likes to speak to the air, isn’t it ture? All the things are always done by myself, finally, isn’t it ture?

I really hope I can be a lady transformer so that defeat so much difficulties unexpected.

How about complaining here? I do not want to get the nickname of “怨妇”。Well, from this minute, I have to recover, beause tracy is always firm with a bright future.

As usual, there is no setback except bravly forward! The most important thing is after all, I have been not irreclaimable, just need to be braver and firmer and more harding working . Oh, I am shy now about weep last night in front of computer, and I will not allow such things happen again!

Beause tracy is a firm and strong lady, never weeps.